cry & die, please

Oke, offcourse i don't REALLY want to die but it all seems so terrible and hopeless and one big pile of shit right now that i needed something that sounded really dark and depressive. And what's better than i want to die..

Still, more appropriate would be: i want YOU to cry (and oke, die too).
I don't want to sound like a teenager (too late anyway) but: you stupid bastard!!!! (too late²) I pray God will make you you die alone and ugly and friendless and alone klqjdfm

Impressions of my room and bodyparts. Not really compatible with my current mood-status but i have non of those kind of pictures.